Saturday, October 31, 2009

I just want to be with you...

as the rains continue to batter,
standing on the balcony
i watch the rain drops
converge into one pool of water;

i wish you were here
standing next to me
in this rain soaked night,
holding hands, scheming of things pretty;

Wondering to myself, so late at night,
what is it that attracts me to you?
Thinking to myself, why are you always on my mind?
What power do you have in what you do?

thinking about where i stood,
i try to push you out of my mind,
but every time i push you out of my thoughts,
you crawl back into my world and fill my senses;

it’s so hard to keep smiling
and continue denying what i feel
i don’t know why,
a thousand reasons i have none;

i can’t go on like this,
i can’t pretend everything is fine,
when i just wanna be with you
hold you tight tonight and every night;


Sunday, October 18, 2009

you're so fake...

you never loved me... baby its true...
and i cant believe i fell for you...
you treat me bad before, and i was blind...
cuz a girl who's like me you'll never find...
i loved you from the bottom of my soul...
and now its time for me to let you go...

BIG MISTAKE...
i wish i never met you boy, i hope you break...
and you'll realize the mess you've made..
a big mistake...
cant believe i said I LOVE YOU...
YOU'RE SO FAKE...

p/s: i hate being alone..but i like it that im not with you anymore cuz it turns out that you're a FAKE...

p/s/s: sayang A'bie sgt2~!!!


Thursday, October 8, 2009

forever is over...


i used to be love drunk, but now im hungover. ill love you forever, forever is over.


GET THAT??!!!


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

*sigh*

lost and broken...
hopeless and lonely...
smiling on the outside...
but hurt beneath my skin...
my eyes are fading...
my soul is bleeding...
ive tried to make it seem OK...
but my faith is wearing thin...

so help me heal these wounds...
they've been open for way too long...
help me fill this hole...
even though this is not your fault...
that im open...
and im bleeding...
all over your brand new rug...
and i need someone to help me sew them up...

i only wanted a magazine...
i only wanted a movie screen...
i only wanted the life i've read about and dream...

and now my mind is an open book...
and now my heart is an open book...
and now my life is an open soul for all to see...

so help me heal these wounds...
they've been open for way too long...
help me fill this hole...
even though this is not your fault...
that im open...
and im bleeding...
all over your brand new rug...
and i need someone to help me...

so you come along...
i pushed you away...
then kicked and screamed for you to stay...
cuz i need someone to help me...
oh i need someone to help me...

to help me heal these wounds...
they've been open for way too long...
help me fill this hole...
even though this is not your fault...
that im open...
and im bleeding...
all over your brand new rug...
and i need someone to help me sew them,
i need someone to help me fill them,
i need someone to help me close them up...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Raya Sakan!!!


How was my Hari Raya in Melaka??
AWESOME!!!
had so much fun with the people i love..
my family..
sangat lama kita tak gather camni kan??


BEST DJ
Lya-DJ Enel

MY DJ


RAYA @ A'FAMOSA
B.C.-E.L.A-F.L.M.-Somban Boys-Uncle Lee

MY FAMILY

SISTERHOOD FOR LIFE!!
L-R: LULU-AYIE-IKA-LYA

LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!


I LOVE SOMBAN BOYS!!!
L-R : IJAT-LAN-ALIP-AYED

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!!

looking forward to our next gathering...

p/s: dude, i know you have issues with me. guess what, i dont give a damn. go fuck yourself cuz i aint gona give a shit bout you anymore. i live my life, you live yours. dont mess up with me. dont put your filthy tiny hands into my business. dont even think of having anything with me. cuz you mean nothing to me now.
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