*sigh*

lost and broken...

hopeless and lonely...

smiling on the outside...

but hurt beneath my skin...

my eyes are fading...

my soul is bleeding...

ive tried to make it seem OK...

but my faith is wearing thin...

so help me heal these wounds...

they've been open for way too long...

help me fill this hole...

even though this is not your fault...

that im open...

and im bleeding...

all over your brand new rug...

and i need someone to help me sew them up...

i only wanted a magazine...

i only wanted a movie screen...

i only wanted the life i've read about and dream...

and now my mind is an open book...

and now my heart is an open book...

and now my life is an open soul for all to see...

so help me heal these wounds...

they've been open for way too long...

help me fill this hole...

even though this is not your fault...

that im open...

and im bleeding...

all over your brand new rug...

and i need someone to help me...

so you come along...

i pushed you away...

then kicked and screamed for you to stay...

cuz i need someone to help me...

oh i need someone to help me...

to help me heal these wounds...

they've been open for way too long...

help me fill this hole...

even though this is not your fault...

that im open...

and im bleeding...

all over your brand new rug...

and i need someone to help me sew them,

i need someone to help me fill them,

i need someone to help me close them up...