Carpe Diem...

as the title of this post says, 'Carpe Diem'.. seize the day.. thats one of my favorite quotes.. well, thats something that i hold on to each day..

people walk in and out of my life. im glad i have a few that stays with me. some people leave and makes me happy. but there are a few, well 2 to be exact that left me and makes me feel like there's no tomorrow. thus the motto Carpe Diem..

Carpe diem quam minimum credula postero... seize the day as if there is no tomorrow. how do i do that? i met him. and it was definitely no tomorrow for us. i knew he was leaving. he knew i cant go with him. (he did asked me to go with him though..not possible..) so, we did seize the day. unfortunately, it was the only day we have. a small part of me says that we will see each other again. i have a good feeling on this one.

anyway, if it is another heartbreak, ill suck it in. many more to come right? as what my great lecturer Miss Wan said, all the frogs will lead me to my prince.. =)

im one broken girl. ive been that way for so long that im used to it in a way. i have my beautiful family and friends to help me get up again. no worries. plus, i want to make sure that im OK so that putai and kak meen will be proud of me. they helped me grew up. thats why i love them so much. yup, i said that. i love putai. my first true love. can never forget him. he's great. he helped me move on. how cool is that? im glad that we're still talking to each other. =)

so, here i am. alone in my room. hoping that we would call. well, no harm in keeping hope alive right?

oh! i heard that he is trying to sign off earlier so me and my friends can be with him on new year's eve. yay!!

ciao! =)