i was in denial..now i admit that i miss you..

if i told you i still love you, what would you say?

if i told you i miss you, what would you do?

if i said want to see you, will you see me?

if i said i want you back, what will you do?

if i ask you for another chance, will you give it to me?

honestly, i cant live without you...

i can barely survive without you...

i cant even move forward without you...

im stuck in the past.. our past...

i miss how you hold my hands when we walk..

i miss how you play with my hair when im sleeping..

i miss how you kiss my head when im standing in front of you..

i miss how you wipe my fork and spoon when my food arrives..

i miss how you lite up my cigarette for me..

i miss driving around with you sitting next to me..

i miss watching movies with you..

i miss your smell..

i miss your touch..

i miss your smile..

i miss your laugh..

i miss how you would ask me to call every night before bed..

i miss listening to your voice every morning..

i miss driving over to your place on weekends..

i miss buying you clothes..

i miss watching you play foosball..

i miss fighting and arguing with you on the phone..

i miss eating with you..

i just miss you..

every step i take..

every move i make..

everywhere i go..

everything i do..

all i can see is you..

im so full of stories now..

all bottled up inside..

cuz you're not around for me to open up to..

its getting overloaded..

too much for me to bear it all..

im gona burst one day..

it ain't gona be good..

i hope you understand..

i hope you wont talk shit about me after you read this..

i know you do..

well, i hope you do..

i miss you..every day every night..

i think of you, all the time..

i dream of you every night..

i hope of waking up beside you every morning..

will you tell me that you would give me one last chance?

will you tell me that you still love me?

will you tell me that you need me?

will you cry if i die?

will you feel sad if im gone?

will you break apart if something happens to me?

will you promise me that you'll always be safe?

will you stay with me forever like you've promised me before?

i hope you still remember that i've once said that i would do anything to make you happy..

im killing myself slowly to make you happy..

im watching you from far away, making your way to another girl...

it hurts.. its killing me..

but its making you happy right??

not being with you is enough to kill me..

im dying slowly..started on the day you left..

i wont be gone completely until i am certain that you are safe and nothing can hurt you..

i love you more than life itself..

remember our songs??

~hands down

~guardian angel

~with you

the 3 most special song in my life.. it tears me apart everytime i listen to them now..

"my heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery.. which ever you prefer"

"you're my true love, my whole heart..please dont throw that away.."

"if you ever let me go i would die..so i wont run.."

i miss you...