the best FINALE...

hello readers. i just got back from KL today and i am now connected to the online world again. the trip was fun right till the end. the finale was 'great'. we went to Boiler in hartamas and guess what, there was a raid. yup. urine test and all that shit. i was scared so i was looking at putai. he was scared too. i could see it from his face. who else was there? agil, sarah, nabil, CJ, other friends. well, everything went smoothly up to the point when it was my turn to pee in front of a cop and get tested for drugs. i saw agil went out and my head was like "klau agil lpas xkn la aku x lpas." then they called me and i was let go. too bad putai was held back. seeing him in handcuffs ripped my heart apart. i couldnt eat and sleep since i saw him like that. here i am at home with my family while he is in lock up. what if semput die tiba2 dtg? who's gona look after him? what about the food there? are they beating him up? what is he sleeping on? are the clothes clean cuz if they're not he's gona get rashes. he has sensitive skin. fuck it. i cant think of anything else. i tried my best to get you out baby. im sorry it wasnt good enough. i was alone kot. driving around KL with strangers i barely knew. u told me to ask help from nabil and azek but they did not come for me. agil sent me back. i was so scared i could've shit in my pants. i stayed with agil pon sbb din jambu tu. u knew him, meaning they are your friends too. thank goodness for him. klau x mmg i x blk la. sbb si nabil gemok tu leh bantai g lepak mcD kot syg. i was so pissed i trus blk when agil ajak g jmpe nabil. im sorry syg. i've tried everything. we had to tell your parents sbb if not mmg u xkn lpas lansung. im praying that everything will be over soon. i want you to get out of that shithole and be with me again. please change after this is over. please. when you get out, i have things to tell you. sgt bnyk. now i  have prove on who deserve the title 'friend' and who does not. you need to see the reality sayang. its gona hurt badly, but its the best for you. i have learnt alot thru hardship. and as you know, i've been looking up to aisya for quite sometime kn? you know how hard her life and my life is. trust me sayang, all i want is for you to learn from my experience and lead a better life. 

p/s: I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU