Going platinum and hating it..

Am i blessed or what?? the answer is blessed!! haha. my parents love me and today, they proved that they do trust me. meaning, i've gained back the trust that i've lost so many times back then. yay me! im very sure you're curious to find out how they proved that they trust me, right?? well, here it is...

taadaaaa!!!

there you go.. i've been upgraded from a classic card to a preferred platinum. yeah, prefered baby!! haha. thanx dady!! 

i was really excited cuz its pretty. its flat black. not like normal credit cards, shiny and all. its flat black. i love flat black. and i was excited cuz this means my parents are finally trusting me again. note the word was in both sentences?? yes. i was excited. not anymore. do you know why? cuz my beloved boyfriend, whom i wanted to share my excitement with said that "i tak suka you cakap and cite sal credit card you ni. macam you berlagak dengan i. tau la mak bapak you kaya." what the fuck?? berlagak?? if i ever wanted to berlagak in the first place, i wouldn't even turn to look at you when we first met. if i wanted to berlagak with you, the minute i got to know you, i would've left. im not that materialistic bitch. im just blessed. and you dont understand me. you never try to understand me. i gave you so many things. that does not include the love, care, attenition and sacrifices. what more do you want? why am i never good enough? sampai hati you cakap i berlagak dengan you!!! im not THAT bitch. i know where i stand. you dont have to remind me. remind yourself where YOU stand in MY LIFE.. if you dont know where you stand, here, let me tell you. YOU ARE ON TOP OF EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE. YOU ARE MY LIFE. remind yourself on that.

p/s: I LOVE YOU