awesome

Kellie's Castle was BEAUTIFUL!!! i want a house, i mean a mansion like that. Sir William Kellie Smith wanted to build that mansion for his family. the workers died out of Spanish influenza. so did he. he died on the way to Portugal. his wife sold the land to some other guy. well, all that does not matter. the real thing that matters is, that building is unfinished and yet it is so damn bloody beautiful. im not going to upload all the pictures here or in my facebook. but there'll be more in my facebook compared to here in my blog. ;) here's a picture of me and my family..

what a nice family photo huh?? remember the song family potrait?? yeah, think about that while looking at this.. *sigh*

2moro is karaoke night with the family. gathering and shit. steambot. nasib baik food sedap, klau tak, harapan la aku nak dok umah.. i dont enjoy this crap that much. i just want to go out on some adventure with my dad. thats all. oh, i bought a new bikini today. tak sengaja. hehehe. Sunway Lagoon, im coming. wait for me. ish, teringat kt apek tu. im fighting with him. right this moment, he is there doing something i clearly said NO to. fuck it. he doesnt care. why should i. if anything bad were to happen, his life is getting screwed, NOT mine. im doing fine thank you very much. i wonder. is he faking it? he lied about so many things. i wonder if he is even real. i mean, he is obviously a good liar. i can usually see through people. not him. i saw what he shows, or potrays. oh, screw him. i know one day im gona look at him and say "i told you so".. that happened so many times already. he never gets it. never. lantak la. your life. im doing well with mine. i try to help you. but if you DONT WANT TO HELP YOURSELF, there's nothing i can do about it.

peace

p/s: I STILL LOVE YOU... though im kinda sick of you now, i still do.