'tak nak bgtau' by ajam

i was going through my old blog and i found this.. lyrics to a song that has not been released yet.. the guy who wrote this, he's famous now.. he wrote this a long time ago.. it means alot to me and i really can relate to this..  i just want to say that i hope he does well and one day, this song will be out..

aku tak menyangka 

begini akhirnya

cerita indah kita bersama

sukar unutuk percaya

tergamaknya aku

menghembus kata itu padamu

namun engkau tahu

semua itu

bukanlah untukku

sejujurnya 

aku tahu apa berlaku

dibelakangku

selama ini

ku pejamkan mata

tapi sampai bila

aku kan membisu untukmu

namun engkau tahu

ku tetap menyayangimu selamanya

anyway, i dedicate this song to my boyfriend..a while ago.. sayang, read this again and again.. hope things will change..