insomnia

guess what. its almost 5am and im still here. cant sleep. kept thinking about him. and everything else. i was at the edge just now. ili said something that made me felt a bit better. i still cant let go of what happened. call me OCD. i dont care. i am obsessed about him. i love him. i was going through pictures and editing some of them cuz i wana blow them up and print them as a gift for my whole family. then i saw these.

see this? this was the first night i met all of them. i went to meet up with ajib. the guy standing behind me. we were together back then. but look at this. who was i sitting on? yes. exactly. it was like it was already written that we're gona be together. he took care of me most of the time we hang out. that ajib guy was always pre-occupied with something else.

 

 

look at these photos. we had so much fun. the first 2 was in Genting. the last 2 was in Tg.Bidara during fasting month! haha. yeah, they sent me back to melaka cuz i almost got into a car crash. thanx againakim and edi. anyway, my point is that no matter how badly we fight, we're perfect for each other. he is my other half. he completes me. just look at my smiles in those pictures. those weren't fake. i came from my heart. i forgot how it feels like right now. i just want that feeling back. thats all.

i love you sayang.

i miss you very much.

peace